Today didn't feel like Sunday.
It still doesn't feel like Sunday.

I feel off lately. It seems like my days are all messed up. I'm constantly doing something. I'm seriously never even online anymore. I miss it in a way and then again I don't. There's so much more out in the world than what's behind a click of a mouse. I miss everyone that I'm used to talking to.

I went to church today, of course. It was awesome. We were supposed to get with Chaz, Kimberly, Tony, and Tallen after service to practice the dance that we're supposed to minister together, but things didn't work out. Everyone has a way busy life lately so we just made plans to go for next Sunday. We're really wanting this to be done for Camp Meeting. I honestly can't wait for that. I just KNOW that God is going to move like never before and that we're going to the next level in Him, if not just one level, then farther.

I want to keep writing, but I don't really know what to say. I feel like there is so much that should be coming out of me. I want to be able to write like I used to. Maybe that's the problem. My yesterday's are over and gone, tomorrow isn't promised, and today is what counts.

I need to remember that.

I have a song on my heart so now you get to read it. It came as a shock to me because I love it and have loved it since my worldly days. I always thought that it had beautiful words. It turns out it's a Christian song and I never knew it.

It's by Plumb,
and it's called "Here with me."

"In my head I have dreams.
I have visions of many things.
Questions; longings; in my mind.

Pictures fill my head.
I feel so trapped instead,
but trapped doesn't seem so bad
because You are here.

It doesn't mean anything without You here with me.
And I can try to justify, but I still need You here with me.

In my heart I had hope built on dreams I'll never know.
Answers to love left behind

Visions fill my head.
I feel so trapped instead,
but trapped doesn't seem so bad
because You are here.

It doesn't mean anything without You here with me.
And I can try to justify, but I still need you here with me.

I can't do anything without You.
You give me strength to do anything.
I can't be everything I try to.
You saved me from everything I couldn't be."

I relate to that song so well because inside of my heart I had dreams built up so high that were at the peak of taking off. I could have been a rockstar. I wanted to be a rockstar until God revealed the truth to me and I realized it all. I'll never know those from worldly principles now. I love the left for that behind.

Anyway! I must run now, I hope to talk to you all soon.

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